20/12/2013 @ 12.54 am

Darn tits I didn't write for 19/12/2013...and my mind's all zonked out.  But it's one week since and I'm still reeling...didn't see it coming; and now one week later, I see it was ALL my fault... I can't think.  I just want us to make it all right again, with all my strength and vigour fused with all her strength and vigour...and to the extent that we cannot save this sinking ship, I just want the pain to go away.  

Till death do us part.