25/12/2013 @ 12.55 am

I can't do this.  She is in as much pain as I am...trying to figure out what's wrong with her...when there is nothing wrong with her...I've been going about it all wrong.  I thought I would make her happy by adapting myself to her ways, so that she would never have to change, and would be happy.  I didn't know that by doing so, it drained us of any emotional attachment, and distanced us instead of bringing us closer.  I should have been more sensitive and cared for her, like I swore that I would.  I didn't do that, and now that I want to be there for her, she won't even let me.  What kind of husband am I?  

It's her crossroads, and I just wanna be there...not here.